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"What's this, What's This" It's my website that's what

"'Twas a long time ago,
longer now than it seems,
in a place that perhaps you've seen in your dreams.
For the story that you are about to be told,
took place in the holiday worlds of old.
Now, you've probably wondered where holidays come from.
If you haven't, I'd say it's time you begun!"


HELLO TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD DAY, welcome to my home on a monitor, this is my inner sanctum and here i will post crap and keep everyone updated on stuff. I will also post pics, poems and art on here, so yay me 
Oh also I am going to rant on oncoming events in something disguised as a log, Sort of like my own personal version of Foamy's Rants.

What's New?

Here I'll add an entry whenever I make an update to my web site.

25/06/05- 3:14pm: Hello all just finished my home page and am about to progress with the rest, Oh and to those that can hear it that music in the Background is Bad Trash by Switchblade Symphony, An early 90's Goth Band
               THE BAND THEMSELVES

27/06/05 1:55pm - FINISHED HURRAH My website is now officially done and hurrah, Thanks to everyone who has visted so far, i got a like 100 and something hits already thanks to all! I  LOVE YOU ALL!

22/07/05 - Hello there all, Dark-soul boy here, just saying that i am updating my webbie, (new pics, new music etc...) yeah, now you probably already now but i am sadly leaving the rain laden hills of Wales for the Sunny shores of Bournemouth, you probably already know because of the Nubile Youth website, id like to say thanks to everyone who has been a friend to this strange scruffy boy called Bleddyn and i will miss all you severly, come down and visit if you can, and keep me updated bout all the stuff thats happening to you guys, love you all. oh the music playing is Lullaby by The Cure in case you didnt know.
Robert Smith only member of the Cure that has always been involved, wonder why i am like him ;)

03/08/2005 2:25 - Hello all just finished updating again, i had to update as i have had a radical change in appearence, my hair is now, i'm not gonna tell you, look for yourself, in the about me page, i am proud of my locks hehe, anyway, on this page the song is The hanging Garden by the Cure and on the about me page it is How soon is now by the Smiths.the smiths album cover
Jason will be pleased ;p
09/11/05 4:43 - lo all Bledd here it sure has been a while since i updated this website well there has been one significant event in that time, ME AND HEVA MET UP MUHAHAHAHAHA lol, It was AMASING i have never felt so complete at ease and basically happy yeah, well for a start i have added a new page which says about heva and it has pics of her on it so there and also new music, coolios yeah so see ya around oh the song on this page is To The End by My Chemical Romance
MCR Themselves from left to right Frank Iero, Mikey Way, Ray Toro, Bob Bryar and Gerard Way YAY

03/01/06 18:35 - wow a whole new year and back to the daily drudgery of normality oh woe and the darkest lamentations of the tortured soul do not know the unfathomable misery that is being without my love, basically lol oh dear back to normal christmas and new year are gone and i miss heva lol, ok so i have not updated anypages but new music as i want to lol on this page is the full length song soldier side by system of a down off their new album Hypnotise :D tis ace and you should buy it my fav songs are this one, attack, dreaming, holy mountains, tentative and lonely day they are all good though lol, oh and on my page is killing lonliness by HIM i dont like to listen to that song it reminds me of when i am with heva and makes miserable as i am not there now :'( not good but anyway happy new year all and may this 2006 be prosperous for youse all

System of a Down - CRAZY ARMENIANS!!!!
from left to right they are Serj Tankian, John Dolmayan, Daron Malkian and Shavo Odadjian

Ville Valo
If you dont know who this is you should be castrated its His Infernal Majestys Ville Valo

1st March 15:57 - lo all just an update to my profile and like getting rid of like the gooner comment that Was in my guestbook but aint anymore, i am seeing Heva in 16 days HURRAH and Trivium in 17 YAY lol ok and also the Music on my area is Placebo - Sleeping with Ghosts hehe yep ok bye for now

April 5th 14:56 - hello all i have added a new photo of pretty old me :D lol my arse and i have added more pictures of Heva :) my beautiful girl-friend and i have added new music, both by Static-X one is Cold and the other is The Only hehe both good, well see ya around...Bledd

Cold we're so cold, We are


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